04.11.2003 | 9:42 p.m.
fries, sows and barbies, overalls and die

I'm a fat freak!

I ate fries and e want to go out to the bars. i refused because i don't want to be a sow in the midst of barbi's who just turned 21

i am such a failure

the mirror is mocking me

even when i suck it in, i look like a stuffed sausage

i never want to eat again

how could feel so skinny this morning and then...

eat a fries and a cheese burger (take off the meat) and feel and look 10 pounds bigger!

i want to put on overalls and die

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