02.28.2003 | 6:57 p.m.
digits, no call, sorry for self, due time

101 100 101 100 101 100

i am afraid to see 99....because the pressure to keep under 3-digits will burn!

Off to grade.

so lonely

feel like i don't fit in where i once did before

sometime people take things for granted

last night, called E, i was feeling sorry for myself. he couldn't pay attention, he was in some car with some guys and chick going to a bar. where does he get off saying that he feels smoothered and doesn't get down time? thursday night bar fests every week! anyways, hearing him get ready to party at 11pm and me ready for bed made me feel even worse. he said he would call back in a few.......he didn't. i fell asleep by the phone. he didn't call today either. i need a life. a part of me wants him to be envious of me. i wish was out and about. in time in due time i tell myself

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